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Feelings Lately.


This songs words touch me so greatly. One can only guess who it reminds me of. </3

Remember, no matter how easy you think it will be, or how ready you are for it, goodbyes are never easy; never.

I just have to keep thinking it's not goodbye, only see ya' later. 

But goodness; it is so much easier said than done.


So that is that.
If I die today, I would want you to know&hear this.
xo, Jell.

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